Ottawa, April 26
Note: I first wrote this post in 2002, while recovering from rheumatic fever, and then tried to publish it in 2005 on my blog, while I was putting up lots of updates from the 2002 and 2004 legs of the Silk Road Ride. I somehow never got around to getting it properly posted back in 2005, and just found it in my folder of drafts, so I am publishing it now, with a few more pictures, a mere 15 years after the events in question. Since I am trying to write a book about the trip at the moment, it's good for me to go through the post again to remember some of what I was experiencing and feeling during the toughest section of the entire Silk Road Ride.
May-June 2002
It took a few seconds for my mind to register what I had just seen. I was being blown at tremendous speed across the Gobi desert on my bicycle, zipping up hills at 20 km/h with my legs resting on my crossbar, letting the wind battle gravity for me. The landscape was unbearably desolate, with not a blade of vegetation to break the monotonous parched earth that stretched to the horizon. It was a sunny day, and the ferocious heat combined with the wind to make me feel as though I was riding through a convection oven. I had 8 litres of water with me, and I had drunk my way through more than half, but my mouth was still as dry as the desert around me. As I was pushed up another small incline, I happened to look down into the ditch beside the road, where I saw what I took to be yet more garbage strewn along the roadside, the latest installment in a 2000-km trail of broken glass, plastic bottles, lone shoes, old clothes, shredded tires, plastic bags and leftovers of innumerable roadside picnics. It looked like a pile of abandoned clothes, and it wasn’t until I had passed it that my mind registered that the clothes seemed neatly arranged, almost as though they were on a mannequin. Then I realized that the mannequin had an arm protruding from a sleeve, and the arm seemed black and leathery. I stopped, wheeled the bike around and went back to take another look.
Note: I first wrote this post in 2002, while recovering from rheumatic fever, and then tried to publish it in 2005 on my blog, while I was putting up lots of updates from the 2002 and 2004 legs of the Silk Road Ride. I somehow never got around to getting it properly posted back in 2005, and just found it in my folder of drafts, so I am publishing it now, with a few more pictures, a mere 15 years after the events in question. Since I am trying to write a book about the trip at the moment, it's good for me to go through the post again to remember some of what I was experiencing and feeling during the toughest section of the entire Silk Road Ride.
May-June 2002
It took a few seconds for my mind to register what I had just seen. I was being blown at tremendous speed across the Gobi desert on my bicycle, zipping up hills at 20 km/h with my legs resting on my crossbar, letting the wind battle gravity for me. The landscape was unbearably desolate, with not a blade of vegetation to break the monotonous parched earth that stretched to the horizon. It was a sunny day, and the ferocious heat combined with the wind to make me feel as though I was riding through a convection oven. I had 8 litres of water with me, and I had drunk my way through more than half, but my mouth was still as dry as the desert around me. As I was pushed up another small incline, I happened to look down into the ditch beside the road, where I saw what I took to be yet more garbage strewn along the roadside, the latest installment in a 2000-km trail of broken glass, plastic bottles, lone shoes, old clothes, shredded tires, plastic bags and leftovers of innumerable roadside picnics. It looked like a pile of abandoned clothes, and it wasn’t until I had passed it that my mind registered that the clothes seemed neatly arranged, almost as though they were on a mannequin. Then I realized that the mannequin had an arm protruding from a sleeve, and the arm seemed black and leathery. I stopped, wheeled the bike around and went back to take another look.
It was, of course, not a mannequin. Instead I found myself looking at a dead human body, legs drawn up into a sitting position. The exposed arm was as black as a 2000-year-old mummy, but in the air there was still a strong odour of death and decay, and the body seemed still to be in the throes of rigor mortis. The head was concealed by the back of the jacket, but the shape revealed by the fabric seemed too small and oddly shaped, as though it had been shattered with a blow. I sat back on my bicycle, shocked, and tried to think..
Old Qing or Ming-era border watchtowers in the Gobi |
Out in the rotisserie oven of the Gashun Gobi desert |
I turned around and cycled on in a sombre mood. I saw no policemen that day or the next, and so I continued the conspiracy of silence. For all I know, the body of the unlucky man is still roasting in the Gobi convection oven today. What preyed on my mind in the days to come was that the body in the ditch could so easily have been mine. The inhospitable desert stretches separating Dunhuang and Hami, and between Hami and Turfan, are the bleakest, most dangerous places I have ever cycled. In western Tibet, there are long stretches without settlement or food, but there is always water to be had, and the weather is rarely so hot that you get dehydrated. In the Gobi, water just doesn’t occur except in widely separated oases that can take a day or more to reach by bicycle. In a pinch, a thirsty cyclist can always try to flag down passing vehicles to beg for water, but there’s always the spectre of heatstroke as well. If you suddenly faint from heatstroke (not inconceivable when the temperature tops 40 degrees and the sun hits you like a hammerstroke), it could be days or weeks before someone bothers to stop to collect your corpse, as the body I found testified. Or if an erratically driving truck hits you, no-one will stop to help you until you are as mummified as my unfortunate fellow traveller. These were not comforting thoughts.
Having biked west from Dunhuang, it amazes me that anyone in their right minds would ever have explored and opened the trade routes linking China with Central Asia in the first place. I wonder how many unfortunate would-be traders and explorers lie dead and forgotten in the desert, having failed to find water along their way. Early travellers must have had camels or horses to carry huge waterskins, since it would have taken them days to get between springs. Once travellers reached oases, the temptation simply to settle down and not do any more desert crossings must have been enormous.
Ancient and modern: watchtower and windmills in the Gobi |
Other travellers, while not having brushes with death, have warned of the perils of crossing the Gobi and its westerly extension, the Desert of Lop. Fa Xian, a 5th century precursor of Xuan Zang, noted that “In this desert there are a great many evil demons, and there are also sirocco winds, which kill all who encounter them. There are no birds or beasts to be seen; but as far as the eye can reach, the route is marked out by the bleached bones of men who have perished in the attempt to cross the desert.” Marco Polo, who passed this way in 1273, writes that “it is all mountains and sand and valleys, and nothing eatable is to be found in it…There are neither beasts nor birds, for they find nothing to eat…he [a lost traveller] hears spirits speaking to him as if they were his companions, for sometimes they even call him by name. And often a traveller is thus led astray, and never found again, so that many have died or disappeared in this way…one seems at times to hear the sound of various instruments, and especially of drums.”
My own trip through this treacherous landscape began in Dunhuang on May 28 after a good breakfast in a tourist café. I breezed through the greenery of the oasis, shaded by Lombardy poplars, until, 20 km from town, I rolled out into the gravel of the desert. It was at this point that I realized that the light-hearted easy downwind days that I had ridden to get to Dunhuang were over. I spent the entire day crawling gradually uphill into a stiff crosswind, my progress limited to 13 km/h. The only recompense I had were fine morning views of the snow-capped mountains south of Dunhuang that mark the edge of the Tibetan plateau. I had to quit some 40 km from the main highway and beg water from passing cars in order to have enough to cook dinner.
The next day I laboured uphill into the wind until lunchtime when a strip of squalid restaurant-cum-brothels marked the intersection with the main Lanzhou-Urumqi highway. I ate enormously, then turned west into a blissful tailwind that erased memories of the preceding day and a half. The landscape was hilly and bone-dry, and I had soon drained most of my water supplies. Luckily by late afternoon I had reached a small spring that supported a cement factory (in the middle of uninhabited desert?) and a tiny general store at which I stocked up on water. Then, near dusk, I came into the tiny town of Xingxingxia, overlooked by old earthen fortifications on the surrounding hills, that marked the border between Gansu and Xinjiang provinces. I feasted, then rode just out of town to camp in peace and quiet (two things utterly lacking in Chinese hotels) in the desert.
I started the next morning by riding back into Xingxingxia to eat again and load up on water and snacks. According to my map, there were a couple of towns ahead of me, 75 and 105 km away, at which I should be able to get water and maybe some food. I started off with a long uphill, but within 10 km I had ridden into a windtunnel that was blowing me along at a comfortable pace without me moving a muscle. This was just as well, since the hot, dry wind was dehydrating me plenty without me working up a sweat to make it worse. The winds of this desert are infamous, and Marco Polo’s reference to the spirits calling travellers by name may refer to the constant winds whose whistling can drive men mad, luring them from the main path to their dessicated death.
It was on this afternoon that I found the corpse, and after that I biked along in a state of mingled depression and apprehension. The apprehension increased when the settlements shown on my map, both of which were heralded by distance signs on the highway, proved to be cruel cartographers’ jokes. Both had signs saying “Welcome to Nowhereville” in both Chinese and Uighur, but the signs were the only evidence that people had ever lived there. As I was now almost entirely out of water, the non-existence of these villages was a serious concern. Then, as though to taunt me further, the road began climbing uphill, out of the featureless desert, and veered enough to turn the tailwind into a crosswind. My speed slowed down to barely walking pace, and, as the sun beat down on me, I began thinking about the likelihood of sunstroke. Eventually, tired and thirsty, I crawled into a road culvert and sheltered from the sun for half an hour before continuing to slog uphill. Finally, 130 km from Xingxingxia, I came to a derelict roadside complex that still had one person living in it, and there I drank so deeply of the cool spring water that he had that I thought I might burst. Refreshed but still worn out by the heat and the sun, I crawled the remaining 10 km to a small oasis where I sat for a few hours drinking litres of cold drinks and gorging myself on fried noodles before crawling off to camp in a roadside orchard. It had been a harrowing day.
By now I thought that the worst of the desert crossings were over. In the distance, ahead of me, I could see the glaciated peaks of the Tien Shan, the Celestial Mountains. While the road as far as Dunhuang had followed the northern slopes of the Nan Shan, the mountains on the northern boundary of cultural Tibet, over the past few days I had crossed the narrow neck of the Gobi desert that separates the Nan Shan from the Tien Shan. It is this absence of mountain glaciers that explains the utter lack of water in this desert; all the oases of western China derive their life-giving water from glacial meltwater in the mountains overlooking them. Now, according to my discredited map, the road would follow the southern edge of the Tien Shan, presumably through an almost continuous band of oasis.
I spent the following morning riding hard through the desert to reach the major town of Hami. The road followed the edge of the oasis but stayed out in the desolate gravel, presumably so as not to waste valuable agricultural land by building the road through the oasis. For the second time in the trip (the first was on the way into Anxi), I was pursued by a swarm of angry bees intent on divebombing my head. The bees, for some strange reason, regard the asphalt of the highway as their territory. To escape from them, it was only necessary for my to move a metre into the sand of the desert, but as soon as I rejoined the road, I was under attack again.
In Hami I experienced the frustration of being somewhere not covered by my Lonely Planet guide. It was easy enough to find restaurants and a market, but when it came to looking for the local museum and whatever historical ruins the ancient settlement possessed, I was out of luck. I asked 5 different people, all seemingly prosperous, educated folk, for directions to the museum and was sent in 5 wildly divergent directions. The problem was compounded by the Chinese inability to point; directions are indicated by a vague wave in the air that covers 180 degrees but rarely includes the actual direction needed. I eventually gave up and cycled off towards Turpan, the next major town on the route. It was disappointing, since Hami is one of the oases of the Tarim basin that have been populated since time immemorial, and I’m sure there might have been interesting things to see, but an hour and a half of fruitless searching sapped my enthusiasm. It’s still a largely Chinese town, with only a small scattering of Turkic Uighur inhabitants, another reason that the town was less interesting than I had hoped. I rode out of town through endless vineyards and melon patches; Hami is renowned throughout China for producing the finest melons in the country, and I had been eating them on a daily basis for much of my trip.
For some reason, I felt depressed and on the verge of tears as I rode through more sterile gravel plains to camp 50 km past Hami; at the time I ascribed it to dehydration, but in retrospect it may have been the first symptoms of something more serious. The next day I continued to struggle on the enthusiasm front, as the oases died away (the Tien Shan here were lower and lacked life-giving glaciers), the winds reverted to crosswinds and the scenery turned grey and uninspiring. After 100 long kilometres I came to a tollgate in the middle of nowhere, and just beyond it, in a small roadside truckstop, I met two of the most remarkable bike tourists I have ever encountered.
Sekhmet and Mehmettin, the Uighur speedsters |
What was truly remarkable about these two guys, other than that they were doing the trip in the first place (Chinese bike tourists are as rare as helpful Chinese bureaucrats), was their pace. They were cycling machines, capable of putting in 12 or 14 hours in the saddle each and every day. I met them on June 1, and they had left Beijing on May 10, 23 days and 4200 km ago. That worked out to a gaudy average of over 180 km a day; their record was an almost unbelievable 280 km in a single day. I have never met bike tourists who average anything close to this.
I rode with them the next day; at least I tried to. The two of them would wait for me now and again beside the road, smoking cigarettes or drinking ice tea, but I could not match their pace. I enjoyed their company, and it was fun talking to them because, like me, they spoke Chinese as a second language learned late in life, and so I could understand their slow, atonal pronunciation far more easily than I could the rural drawl of Gansu that I had suffered through for a month. They were unfailingly hospitable, in the way most Central Asian Muslims I have met are. They insisted on paying for all my meals, and for my bed in the roadhouse the night before; every time I reached for my wallet it was brushed aside with a laugh. That day we did 150 km before stopping for an enormous meal of laghman, the standard noodles’n’meat dish of the Uighurs. It was 8:30 in the evening and I assumed that they would call it a day, but they decided to do another 40 km before bed because “the food is better in Shanshan”. I regretfully said goodbye and arranged to meet up with them the next evening in Turfan, an arrangement unfortunately scuttled by my ridiculously late arrival there.
Local transport in Xinjiang |
The Chinese regard the Uighurs, who until recently dominated the oases of the Tarim Basin, as even more dangerous to the unity of the Chinese state than the Tibetans, and are busy trying to drown the Uighurs in a sea of ethnic Chinese immigrants. Rumour has it that Chinese settlers already outnumber Uighurs overall in Xinjiang, although the southwestern corner of the province is still largely Uighur. Sekhmet and Mehmettin had little use for the Chinese, dismissing the Chinese provinces they had cycled through as worthless compared to their native Xinjiang, and making deprecating remarks in Uighur about the Chinese who owned the roadhouse we stayed at. While I was in Xinjiang, I heard on the BBC that the Chinese have announced that, as of September, university education will no longer be available in the Uighur language because it is “a backward language, unsuited for higher education”; another attempt to undermine Uighur nationalism?
Local family near Turfan |
View of Bezeklik |
Eroded old Buddha statues at Bezeklik |
From Beziklik I made my way back to the road and then 12 km off in the other direction, looking for the old capital of Turfan, Karakhoja, now known as Gaochang. The ride, under shady poplars, past white-bearded village elders and young kids, pretty women in silk dresses and a steady stream of donkey carts, through extensive vineyards full of drying sheds for making raisins, was very pretty, as well as downhill. Half the population were hard at work at their afternoon siesta, sprawled beside the road or on the banks of irrigation channels, in awkward poses that made them look as though they’d dropped to earth, oblivious to the noise of passing traffic. At the ruined city my bike caused a sensation and a near-riot among the dozens of local kids who hang around the entrance hoping to work as guides.
Gaochang ruins near Turfan |
I made my way back to my bike, convinced that I could knock off the remaining 40 km in under two hours. After all, it had to be downhill, right? Wrong. It took over three hours to get to Turfan town, uphill the entire way into a strong headwind. As it turned out, Gaochang was located nearly at the bottom of the Turfan depression. I had drunk 10 litres of fluid that day, and yet I was still dehydrated, a result of the 43 degree heat. As I neared town, my pace slowed bit by bit as I completely ran out of energy. By the time I made it into town, it was 11 pm, pitch black and blowing a hurricane. I ate and then collapsed gladly into bed.
Emin Minaret in Turfan |
Grape-drying houses, Turfan |
The next day was easier, as I set off early enough to escape the winds. I continued up the Valley of the Hurricane and finally emerged on the flat grasslands in the middle of the Tien Shan that are the home of the nomadic Kazakh herders. I rode through the grasslands until they gave way to the familiar gravel plains, covered (no surprise) with an array of nearly 1000 windmills to generate power. Thinking I was still 30 km from Urumqi, I camped in a range of pretty grass hills that reminded me of Tibet.
The next morning I found myself in the suburbs of the city within 9 km. It took forever to find my way to a hotel, but I still had a free afternoon to run errands and snooze, worn out by my battle with the wind. I still had 3 days to wait until my visa was ready, so I took a bus up to Tian Chi, Heaven Lake, for a couple of days of hiking.
Heaven Lake |
I lay in bed in my hotel for 5 days, dulling my mind with three World Cup games a day on TV, progressively sorer and less able to move, before I realized that whatever was wrong with me, it had nothing to do with boots, limping or any physical cause. Within a few days I was unable to walk and unable even to roll over in bed. My joints had swollen to elephantine size, and my muscles, exhausted, were twitching uncontrollably. I decided to go to hospital when I realized that my left wrist had swollen so much that my hand was clenched into a claw that I couldn’t open, and when I realized that I was running a heavy fever. I crawled out into the hall of the hotel, calling for help, and luckily my next-door neighbours were a party of French nurses. They put me to bed, put my left arm in a sling and put themselves in charge of phoning my insurance company and the Canadian consulate in Beijing. Within an hour I was in an ambulance, headed for hospital.
I spent eight long days in Urumqi People’s Hospital, the best facility in Xinjiang province. The doctors were cagey about telling me what I had, but they did eventually tame the fever with IV drips of saline solution and penicillin. After 3 hellish days of joint pain, twitching, and effective paralysis, I was very suddenly able to walk again, although my arms were still swollen and my left forearm was numb and without strength. The doctors came in now and again to poke and prod, to listen to my heart or to try to get my legs to lift (a process that had me nearly levitating with pain). The whole time I was losing all my muscle mass in a stream of dark orange urine that did not look healthy at all.
I heard three different diagnoses from the Chinese doctors: rheumatic fever, reactive arthritis and rheumatoid arthritis. Rheumatic fever has become rare in the West since the development of antibiotics, but it was once a common childhood illness that often left its victims with permanent damage to heart’s mitral valves, leading to heart attacks and premature death later on. Heart damage could put a major damper on my lifestyle, so I hope that it hasn’t happened to me. As soon as I could walk again, I resolved to escape from China back to Canada, where I could go see doctors who spoke the same language as me, and who might tell me what was wrong with me.
This proved to be a somewhat forlorn hope. I saw a lot of doctors during the month I was in Toronto, but no one would commit themselves to a diagnosis. Most of the non-medical people who heard my symptoms thought immediately that it must be rheumatic fever, and reading medical books myself it seemed as though I fit all the criteria for it, but the doctors seemed curiously reluctant to come to this conclusion. I had a serious relapse and ended up in the hospital in Toronto for 5 days, but anti-inflammatory drugs made the swelling disappear quickly. I began having strange heartbeats, which did nothing for my peace of mind. At the end of July, my father drove down to Toronto and chauffeured me back to Thunder Bay to recover.
I felt pretty well for a while, and then another relapse drove me to despair, as the heart symptoms became more acute. I went to see a specialist here in Thunder Bay whom I found to be a knuckle-dragging Neanderthal idiot, utterly uninterested in my case. I ended up flying down to Toronto to consult a very knowledgeable doctor who finally confirmed that I had rheumatic fever and prescribed a heavy course of anti-inflammatory drugs. Since these often have nasty side effects, I put off taking these for a month while I tried homeopathic remedies. Meanwhile I saw a cardiologist who reassured me that my heart looked fine; the heart murmur and irregular heartbeat had probably been due to temporary inflammation of the pericardium, the membrane around the heart. At the end of September, though, I decided I wasn’t getting better quickly enough and was worried that I was going to end up with permanent heart damage, so I went on anti-inflammatories.
I’ve been pretty depressed over the whole affair, not least because I’m now broke, at home and not well enough to work full-time and rebuild my finances. I had planned in August, while feeling that I was on the mend, to go work yet again in Japan, but that plan has been put on hold. I’m working on a book about my 1998 bike trip, reading and playing the piano, just waiting to get better. So my travelling days seem to be behind me for the foreseeable future, until I get healthy (the first priority) and financial (second). I realize, though, how lucky I am that I didn’t fall ill in the middle of the Gobi, and Marco Polo, as always, offers a bit of perspective. He fell ill on his outward journey, spending nearly a year recovering in the healthy mountain air of Badakhshan, in northern Afghanistan, before continuing on his way. It may take longer than a year, and I will likely recover in more salubrious conditions than are found in today’s Afghanistan, but I will return to the bike and the Silk Road some time in the future to complete a job left undone.
Riding Day No.
| Date |
Distance
from Xian airport (km)
|
Daily
Distance
(km)
|
Cycling
Time
(hours)
|
Average
Speed
(km/h)
| Daily Destination |
25
| 5/28 | 2628.1 | 92.9 | 6:26 | 14.4 | 40 km short of Liuyuan |
26
| 5/29 | 2754.9 | 126.8 | 8:26 | 15.0 | Xingxingxia |
27
| 5/30 | 2893.5 | 138.6 | 7:22 | 18.8 | 65 km before Hami town |
28
| 5/31 | 3008.4 | 114.9 | 7:06 | 16.2 | 50 km past Hami |
29
| 6/1 | 3106.0 | 97.6 | 6:46 | 14.4 | Yuianquan |
30
| 6/2 | 3257.2 | 151.2 | 8:59 | 16.8 | outside Qitim |
31
| 6/3 | 3408.3 | 151.1 | 9:00 | 16.8 | Turfan |
32
| 6/7 | 3483.5 | 75.2 | 8:02 | 9.3 | 75 km past Turfan |
33
| 6/8 | 3579.6 | 96.1 | 8:28 | 11.3 | 28 km before Urumqi |
34
| 6/9 | 3615.5 | 35.9 | 2:22 | 15.1 | Urumqi |
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